“You’re a lot.”

Yeah, I know. That’s kind of the point.

How many times have you said that to someone else? How many times have you heard that from others? How many times have you thought that about yourself?

Do me a favor, turn that “a lot-ness” up about ten notches, and keep doing your thing.

The thing about society is that if you don’t blend in seamlessly with others and their own expectations and ideas of you, you’ll be labeled in all kinds of ways.

You’re loud, you have a big personality, you light up the room, you take up so much space.

After decades of shrinking and hiding, being called a lot is a compliment to me now.

Thank you. That’s kind of the point. After all of those years shrinking and putting myself down, I need to be a lot. Being a lot is a love letter to myself reminding me of who I am.

No Goddess was ever meek.

Often times when you hear something from someone else, especially someone who doesn’t know much of anything about you, it’s a projection of something they see in themselves that they either like but don’t want you to have it, don’t like for whatever reason, or something they wish they had or embodied. Absolutely nothing that person, or anyone really, says should altar the view you have of yourself.

When I heard those words, all I could think was, “wow, all of my hard work is paying off.”

If heads turn when you walk into a room, if the vibe completely shifts upon your arrival, and lights… if the lights around you flicker, my love, I’m here to tell you that you are a lot. Your aura is powerful. Do me a favor, please. SHINE BRIGHTER! Be bigger, bolder, brighter, and never shrink for anyone.

Michael Jackson for example. That man was a lot! And, damn, did his aura shine. That is full embodiment of self.

Anyway, watching people be projections of themselves will always be funny to me. You can always spot this person by a few different behaviors: They will either shun you or try to make you feel bad about something, then turn around and do the very thing they accused you of; Or, when someone labels you or someone close to them as something with negative connotations, they in fact are that thing they accused the other of being.

An example of this is someone who will try and limit or contain your aura or light, has to be a victim in every situation, then call others narcissists after they themselves have just displayed multiple narcissistic traits.

It’s like when someone is cheating on their partner, they’ll often accuse the other person of cheating first. It’s a tale as old as time really.

Hear me when I say, you cannot change them and you cannot let them get too close. This is something only inner healing can fix. Instead, allow them the time and space they need to do that.

By now you have probably heard about my twin flame journey. If not, I recorded a podcast episode about it. [You can watch that episode here: https://youtu.be/UjfRhA4ozH0?is=BDYaMYNoM4lToYRT.] At this point in my journey, this is exactly where I am. Allowing others to project, while I shield their projections and either alchemize it into abundance or return to sender so they can face the reflection of themselves in the mirror.

As we usher in the New Earth and 5D consciousness, alchemy will be a necessary tool. Tap into as much esoteric and sacred knowledge as you can during this time.

Xoxo, Presh